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INFLICTED

Take me home

Rape my bones

Why do I like this?

Inflicted drinks

Steel links

Take me home

Rape my bones

 

Take me home

Rape my bones

 

CASTING SHADOWS

Oscillating in all directions

Wasting time and other dimensions

Lowly looks means a lonely end

 

Empty darkness and cold light

Discovering you is easier

When you put up a fight

Pitch blackness and a pale shine

Discover me? You’re wasting your time

 

Wolfish grin behind a sheepish smile

But it’s the only one I’ve made for a while

Bags are packed and you’re stored away

 

Empty darkness and cold light

Discovering you is easier

When you put up a fight

 

MALICIOUS

Lines being to blur

Psalms decide what’s worse

To live in pain

Watch the slates wash away

Stories to never tell

Cause we all know lies sell

Between the living and the dead

Last call for your last breath

 

I am the shadow in the room

The words we daren’t use

I am strife

The damage that keeps our nooses tied

The end of our love

The bleakness that holds you up

I am candlelight

The deceiving flame that burns you but only when it’s right

 

Is this all you can take from me?

Am I meant to break?

And crumble at your feet

 

I am the shadow in the room

The words we daren’t use

I am strife

The damage that keeps our nooses tied

The end of our love

The bleakness that holds you up

I am candlelight

The deceiving flame that burns you but only when it’s right

 

double the dosage

Trying to find the right key

And I can’t sleep

Unless you double the dosage

Send me spinning, I’m not willing

To try and do it sober

And I’ve become

The things I hate, a cheat, a drunk

Smoking

To forget the pain

 

Substitute scars for smoke

Unsettled dust from the pain we awoke

Unforgiven hands from the promises we broke

Unheard calls on lies we choke

 

I found the devil in the mirror

I was there when Lucifer fell

Just cause they’re called fairy tales

Doesn’t mean there’s a happy end

What an exquisite corpse you’ll make my dear

So beautiful and dead inside

Just a batch of casual casualties

Step in line, step in line

 

Substitute scars for smoke

Unsettled dust from the pain we awoke

Unforgiven hands from the promises we broke

Unheard calls on lies we choke

 

Step in line

Step in line

Step in line

(What an exquisite corpse you’ll make my dear)

Step in line

(What an exquisite corpse you’ll make my dear)

Step in line

(What an exquisite corpse you’ll make my dear)

Step in line

(What an exquisite corpse you’ll make my dear)

my imperfect score

I finally feel safe with steel against my skin
Push it down harder, it feels good to commit this sin
Relaxation settles in whilst my arm sets of fire
The pain is my religion, my sacrifice, my messiah
My only limitations, lie in my belief
Things that I believe in, would sweep you off your feet
Slay you where you stand but my blade's turned on myself
Drink my blood like wine, toast it to good health

 

The liquid's clean but the sensation so impure
Trickling down like music staves, my own imperfect score
Closed wounds open again, revealing my flaws
A broken seal inside my head, I scream give me more
Give me more, give me more

 

They say love hurts but who knew pain could feel this good
All other forms of romance are just misunderstood
Raise me to ruins, watch me burn and crawl
Like the child I am too you, but towering over so tall

The liquid's clean but the sensation so impure
Trickling down like music staves, my own imperfect score
Closed wounds open again, revealing my flaws
A broken seal inside my head, I scream
give me more

Give me more, give me more

So give me more
Give me more

Give me more

Give me more
 

Please give me more

I just need some more
I'm begging for more

fugue state

Stones in my pocket

Walk into the waters

Line up your sights

I’m just cannon fodder

And all I want

Is to fade into the backdrop

Washed away by the has nots

 

Colliding

Entwining

These deities and political stampedes

Before we can make up our minds

Presidents and preachers in disguise

Before Jesus can fucking rise

 

Truth is but a concept

One I chose to unsee

All these demons and pits

In front of me

 

Nothing’s changed

Just the people I’m with and what I get fucked up on

Stones in my pockets

Drown until I’m gone

Nothing’s changed

Just the people I’m with and what I get fucked up on

Stones in my pockets

Drown

 

Colliding

Entwining

These deities and political stampedes

Before we can make up our minds

Presidents and preachers in disguise

Before Jesus can fucking rise

 

Before he can rise

Before he can rise

Before he can

 
 
 
 

INDULGE ME

Cut the ties
It feels so fucking good
Drenched in red
So misunderstood
Drag the corpse once more they scream
Deep down it’s everything a dream

Bliss
Hear the skin tear
It’s not enough
Suffocate on the agonising

Beyond closed eyes
We choose our own vice
We seal our fates
Grow and die
From the hands we break

Break into
The walls they build around
All our needs to be reused
Throw yourself away
Drag the corpse once more they scream
Deep down it’s everything a dream

Bliss
Hear the skin tear
It’s not enough
Suffocate on the agonising

Beyond closed eyes
We choose our own vice
We seal our fates
Grow and die
From the hands we break
Bliss
Hear the skin tear
It’s not enough
Suffocate on the agonising
Hear the skin tear

It’s not enough
Suffocate on the agonising

Falling
Falling

 

Sagittarius

Indoctrinate, envision, I can tell you haven’t eaten

Dismissive voices bury your soul, but you’re overreacting

Paranoia’s an instinct, growing up watched and aware

Live with hate, out of control, you’ll never find solace anywhere

I don’t think you’re happy now

Nothing will make you happy now

 

I can barely breathe

Or feel my bones

But I know that I’m still moving

Suffer my hate

Embody my soul

I don’t want to feel your disease anymore

 

Loving minds with innocent smiles, just waiting to be taken

What they did to you, atrocities unknown and unspoken

Don’t lie; claiming your malcontent is a product of your upbringing

Your day came but no one knew, I hope you saw the empty pews

I don’t think your happy now

Nothing will make you happy now

 

I can barely breathe

Or feel my bones

But I know that I’m still moving

Suffer my hate

Embody my soul

I don’t want to feel your disease anymore